Veni Vidi Vici

Yes for all you Killah Kam fanatics that love my ass and follow my blog to know what the hell I'm up to. Wanted to say I left my cosmetology program. Yea I may have wrote a couple entrees about the school in some blogs in the past. But, fate has but me at a new position in my life to perhaps do something even more meaningful. I entered the program due to wanting to help people and make people feel confident about themselves. I feel I entered for the correct reasons and at the time my anxiety was under control. After constant months at the program it came back and left me in a position I couldn't recover from even though I tried. I was also starting to have extreme confrontation with the companies main headquarters up in Minnesota. I knew once they denied me an academic adjustment that would of helped me tremendously, I knew my experience wasn't going to get better. I did what I could to try to save it like switch to part time but it was just too late. Those people down at Minnesota basically kicked me out of the program after being on alert 1 and not alert 2 like it should of been. These guys basically did not let me know about this and I feel like had I been told they would think I would sit on my ass and not make them anymore money. I feel pretty disrespected because had I known that I would get kicked out after being on alert 1, I would of never even tried to do all of these pincurl sets just so I would make 50 percent in the program. I feel disrespected because they kicked me out without even calling any of the campus managers to see how much better I was doing at part time. Due to this alone I'm not going to put up with this any longer from these people. I loved my campus but majorly disliked the headquarters. I'm not one to cower in fear and I'm a strong believer in things happening for a reason. I came, kicked some ass, and left how I wanted to, with my skull mask.

Now it seems like i am on a new journey to help my dad get this business in order. I hope we will be able to do it like we did with Eiledon during 2011 and 12. I already had my first day at it and everyone seems really nice and kind. I am helping the tribe in my area and it seems like it has potential. I just hope it can be realized. I know I can do this but of course my mind is trying to convince me otherwise. I am not gonna let that happen. Maybe with some paychecks that I save, I can take Michelle and I up to Okinawa heheheh

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Inferno XXVI

Consider the Seed of your generation. You were not born to live like animals, but to pursue virtue and possess knowledge.

Moonspell Concert Review

Went to see Moonspell this last Sunday for my anniversary with my girlfriend. The drive over was fun. Before we got to the venue, I went to this martial arts store that had a lot of high quality merchandise. I will be back to spend some money. Plus I want one of these
Then when we got to the venue we saw this bridge which was over a river ravine. I took pics but my phone is being stupid and not uploading them to my email address. So, I've never been to this venue and was surprise to learn that it was an outside small venue. It got real cold real fast as it got darker. I didnt care much but I had to convince the security guards to let my girlfriend go back to her car and get her jacket. Before the show started I bought some merch for decent prices cuz I had to represent. Moonspell is my fucking band.
 
Well lets get on with the bands. Death Wolf was the first official band that played I enjoyed them and their sound, sorta sounded dark with a punk feel, will be checking them out. 2nd was a group called The Foreshadowing from Italy. I was surprised because well I like the dark gothic vibe and these guys definately reminded me of My Dying Bride. Pretty Cool. Next was Inquistion from Colombia and they were pretty much your typical black metal band. They might be a little too "dark" for me but musically they were tight Then Moonspell came on. They were good but I think they were having some technical difficulty which led them to have a shorter set unfortunately. Wanted to hear Lickanthrope but was happy as hell that they played Night Eternal cuz that was the song that got me into them. It was funny I was death metal screaming the hell outta the chorus to that song. NIIIIIGGHHHTTTT ETERNAL ARE WORLD IS BURRRNNINNNGG!!!!!!!!!!! LOLZ. Loved them even tho it was short to me. I was upfront again aswell got some more pix on phone but its being gay so heres some pics from a different website.

Guess I'm Back, Again

I'm back at it training hard. Gotta give credit to the creators of resperidone. It's been keeping me motivated again and just the other day I finally completed 2 complete laps around my apartment complex. I'm pumped and ready to go. I recently purchased a Bujinkan Budo Taijutsu DVD set that will help teach me all of the kyu's of the whole system. First lesson is i gotta learn a couple of japanese phrases and im starting to learn breakfalling which is fun as hell actually, getting a kick outta it. Once i'm done learning and mastering the 9th kyu i'm thinking about getting testing at a legit ninjitsu dojo around my place. Just another hobby from the jackal of all trades. One thing that I want to remember so thats why im writing it here is that, the specialized routine that i do is 1. Bear Crawls 2. Cartwheels 3. Side Break Falling 4. Frog Splash Jumping 5. Taekwondo Kicks & 6. Front Rolling. Plus this weekend I'm going to try to get my dad to work out with me. We (definitely I) might be doing some sprinting up this place that I'm dubbing Odin Hill. 
It's a pretty steep hill that will probably be hell. But it will probably be good for my cardio. I'm shivering just thinking about doing this mothafucka. One more thing that I'd like to close off with is that almost every other day I'm starting to remember all of the dreams I have. Very interesting. Maybe I should finally read that lucid dreaming ebook I have hahaha.

BBB - You will know what these 3 letters mean hopefully soon.

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